He pisses me off , he drives me crazy, he plays stupid mind tricks but no matter what he does I'm always thinking about him. He calls me names, he drives me insane but I can't let him go. His name is Jordan.. and honestly I think i really do like him. Now I've been in relationships before and like all relationships they have there ups and downs. But this ones different were not even together and I've grown somewhat attached to him. He's he highlight of my day him and his clever smart ass remarks on something that I said. He doesnt do things like other guys do, he is actually trying to get to know me , know what I'm about -- my likes and dislikes.
The only thing is that he's kinda like my best friend, and he may not think so which is kinda pathetic if you think about it. And if anyhting were to "offically" happen between us, i wouldnt want it to end becuase it would ruin a perfectly good freindship. There are other factors as well but thats a whole another story. He's a good guy and deserves the best girl so the fact the he chose me is kinda ... speacial :$. Any ways, that was just something going on in my head decided to blog
p.s- I'm on the phone with him right now :)
*names have been changed for identity purposes*
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ABOUT A GIRL
ReplyDeleteShe’s aggressive, demanding and tells me how to think, but regardless of what she does to me, she’s forever on my mind. She rants and vents about the littlest things but I keep holding on. Her name you ask? Shayna. There’s no doubt about it, I like her, a lot. Ive been in relationships before, some longer than others and ive been hurt. Thats why i put up this fake wall that screams “I enjoy being difficult!” but its only because im afraid to be completely figured out and feel vulnerable giving me the chance to go through that pain again. But for some reason, i don’t feel that way with her. when im with her it just feels... right. Like theres nothing under the sun that could bring negative vibes between us. I look forward to seeing her everyday, and hearing her voice every night. There may be other girls that i talk to during the course of the day, but the conversations i have with her are the only ones that matter, even if its only about who the bigger spongebob fanatic was.
I guess the reason we aren’t together yet is cause im still trying to convince myself im right for the job, because the title “boyfriend” is nothing small, and i want to make sure she wont get hurt in the process or after its completed cause id never let myself live it down. But above all, i wouldn’t want to be just “the boyfriend” cause id miss my days as the “best friend” and i would hope in the event, together we’d find that happy medium. Shes had her ins and outs with other guys and is deserving of that special guy and to be happy. I couldn’t begin to further explain those two in more words but im sure i could do it in a mental image, me and her.
-Honestly and Truthfully, A completely figured out BOY.
p.s. she just fell asleep on me on msn, lets see how long it takes her to find this :P
About a Vaccum cleaner
ReplyDeletei was doing my normal saturday morning chores when i noticed the carpets were all a little dirty. so i went into the broom closet and grabbed my handy dandy vaccum cleaner.after the job was done i realised, it wasnt exactly up to par so i desised to have another go at it. after the second try i realised, my buddy my pal, my partner in cleaning crimes, he was getting old. Broken even! it brought tears to my eyes knowing i might have to replace it. I took it too the curb said my finnal goodbyes and was on my way
im now on a search for a new vaccum cleaner, one that will meet my high criteria and needs. maybe a colorful one. one that i can lay in the closet at night.... knowing it did a good job :S (lay in the closet at night).
i wonder if swiffer is coming out with any carpet cleaners anytime soon. maybe i could fall in love with on of those, they already replaced my broom, hand vac and mop.
in my heart i will always love my old vaccum but in my heart i know i must move on
im going to walmart to find a new one tonight :D
ps. i also wouldnt mind a maid :p
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ReplyDeleteLOL. Swiffer is slowly taking over my house as well.
ReplyDeleteWhen you get a maid.. send her over to my room ;)